Me, My Stammering And TISA

I have been attached with Tisa since last one year.When I joined Tisa I came to know about concept of Acceptance.It was very difficult for me to accept my stammering from which I had been a life long Animosity and I tried to surmount through out my life.I argued with some of senior members of Tisa(I still feel guilty and smile at my immaturity) about concept of acceptance.The concept of Acceptance is profound, it takes some time to understand.

Before joining Tisa I had some knowledge of speech therapy techniques but by those techniques I never became free from fear of stammer.And that could be done only by acceptance.Sometime I get a feeling that I am just one year old (J) ,because one year ago I had no planning for future ,I wasted 20 years of my life only thinking that first I will cure my stammering and then world will see real Amit (oops) .I was alive but not lively.

After joining Tisa I met with fellow PWS like Pramendra,Sikander sir etc and I learned so many things from them and I realized that there is no recognizable connection between success and stammering.

Positive side of stammering in my life

Sometime I imagine my life as a Non-stammerer.If I were a Non-stammerer I wouldn’t have met Sikander sir ,such a wonderful and knowledgeful person.I wouldn’t have met friends like Vishal,Jitendra,Vishnu and so on.I could never have known about Brahmakumari’s and Vipaasana that changes meaning of my life.I found myself a bit more rational and sensible{others can better judge me :-) }Honestly sometime I found stammering boon for me.
I have not very good writing skills please pardon me for grammatical mistakes.

Happy Diwali in advance to all Tisa family members.:-)))

Amit dixshit
Noida,U.P
amitdixit_009@yahoo.co.in
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